[this is how a heart breaks]

i wish there were more people in this world who lived for others. somehow i've reached a conclusion that alot of people in this world spend their lives for themselves.

ha. u can call me whatever u want. idealistic. yeah i've heard that too many times. like that scout person who did an appraisal for me. sorry i can't stoop to your base levels. ha! and there's ego and pride there as well, add it to your list.

not gonna give up my game here, but i'm gonna start working towards reaching that goal. i will get there, through smiles, effort, perserverence, tears. whatever.

some times u get hit too much until u kinda get used to it.