[heyy]

of late, been feeling similar feelings like i felt during secondary school. that feeling of pissed off ness when u fall asleep when you're not supposed to. that fidgety feeling in the morning when u feel that all that energy is going to waste as u make your way to school.

haiz. of late, feeling quite down i guess. its like so many things u wanna do, but you can't.

and as i've realised, its just so hard to be the change you want to see in the world. maybe what i'm wanting to see is not the right thing, perhaps.

as i look into the abyss, the abyss looks back into me. a new friend found.

speaking of friends, why can't u just accept the way i am? just let me be the way i want to be. i know i may not always be right. maybe the ideals i believe in are just bullshit. but wadeva it is, i'm don't think i'm doing anything wrong. if i can accept you for everything you are, why can't u just attempt to do the same with me. if everyone thought they were old and wise, and knew how everything should be, then how can we ever see another person's way of thinking as something special and unique in itself.