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i think i should quit it for awhile. but i dun know when i'll be back u see.

staying pure means when u lose u stay unpure. guess that's where all the ego has gone to. in the knowledge that u always have to do the right thing. it sure helps one chart a clear course, but its definitely not an easy one. u could take the alternative, the muddled path where u change with the environment, but its scary to not know where you're headed.

at least that's wad i think.

can't afford to bring anyone else down in the process.