[plunge]

hahah i realise we're so close to clinics. time's flying and this time of the year next year, i could be in the wards, being a doctor trainee! suddenly the words doctor trainee, reminds me of my lost chances of going OCS. how i din push hard enough, that JC trend. in a way i guess its a good lesson that will remind me, how you have to work for the things you want.

yeah. my list of dissapointments. recently a new entry. but i guess i've become twice as good a person as a result of my experience. but hopefully the damage is reversible, i'm putting my faith in time and the amazing power of the next person i'm gonna find, the light that will clear all my worries, heal all wounds, fall in love all over again. and most importantly, find that one elusive thing. but i guess till then life's gonna be tinged with those moments when soppy lyrics replay in your mind, its hurts abit but you smile anyway. but its acceptable, somethings gotta give.

my perfect imagery of plunging into the future, would be i guess, a few things. like perhaps that scene of jack sparrow jumping into the Krazen's jaws (sounds more like suicide). then there's the classic of a gundam launching via the catapult. then there's always "for zion..." and "for frodo"... but those just dun make my list.

i'm having a itchy nose day. ugh.

here i go!