[yo makkalz!]

hahah deepavali's around the corner. yeah, congrats to all the brown ppl out there. dj mog's next song going out to all of ya.

haha. yes. immunology is damn interesting. maybe i should go into it, but i dunno how well i'd fare in the CAs. criteria for future job: u must like it, or u must be good at it. halfway there.

hahaha when it gets this late at night, i somehow feel i'm just competing with the needle of the watch to see how long i can hold up till i really can't take it, and the fear of crashing the next day outweighs the supposed benefits of "staying up" and studying. but as u can see, i'm far from mugging right now. right.

yes. i think i should quit the whole 'hot girl' thing. i recently find every discussion i initate to be around this topic. deprived boy.

related to this topic. i guess i'm doing wad i was doing last time. chucking all my hopes and dreams and expectations to that imaginary person, with this causing 'retrospective chaos' as well. like u say, its true i live in my own world of ideals. but, its too attractive to abandon, only to have to face the world for all its wadeva-ness. the world is simply put, infinite, u can add all kinds of ideas to it, polarise it anyway u want, but the fact remains, its spectacularly infinite. but admiting its infinite-ness, and applying that to your life principle, doesn't that mean nothing really matters? everything is okay, good is good, bad is bad. so where exactly are you headed then?

If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is, infinite - William Blake