[cheesy?]

kinda decided on something. how long am i just gonna wait. and hope? it really sucks... that longing... and possibly each time u find someone, u just wanna fast forward to the happily ever part.

by the way, happily ever after does exist. just not in the way it happens in the fairytales. but it does!

yeah i'm quite lucky to have frens who are indeed happily ever after... at least my definition of it... hope i can someday join them. if not nevermind i guess? nevermind i hope!

its so hard to close the door. yet keeping it open seems hard as well... i do wish i can reach either end, hopefully the latter.