[the path of least resistance]

today i spent alot of time stoning. its the manic kind of stoning where u sit in front of a TV and pray for inspiration to get back to work. though u know that TV's no place for inspiration. you lie in bed and pray from sleep. oh btw, i've concluded that if u sleep too much, you're either quite tired or depressed. if your body feels fine.... yes.

well the haunting words of nelly furtado haunted me today. flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end. i guess its just me remembering the good times. ahhh its so wonderful when you're actually living your dream rite? like if u dreamt to be a barber, even if you were a barber and struggling at your profession, i guess u'd still be happy cos you're doing the thing u loved rite? i guess its the same feeling, but not in the barber sense.

i went online, cos i remembered this quote. this too shall pass. somehow when i first heard that quote i know it would stay with me long. imagine the toughest time u when through in your life. it too came to pass rite? the happiest? for me that too has come to pass. and i hope there will be moments in the future i can give the distinction of being the happiest. and i guess that's another reason why we could enjoy wad we're doing now. cos you'll never be doing it again. a moment in eternity.

this too shall pass.