[skeletal battle order]

haha yes. was looking for my army gloves, which i intend to use for my weights training (the weights at nus gym are very rough). hoping to go gym tml.

on radio, Akon's smack that is no. 1 on power 98. still? i think "give it to me" by timberland ft. JTimberlake and nelly furtado is the bomb! rocks! damn attitude.

speaking of SBO, was reminiscing about army as a packed my duffel bag. its so filthy inside, i must have really been a rush to leave the army! u can see the sand everywhere. the sand from tekong, from gedong, the soil we're fighting for.

like i was thinking that day, its gonna be a lifetime regret that i din work enough to make it to OCS when i entered army last night. i know i'm capable of being an officer. i guess u cannot blame the ppl around u when u know u din give it 100%. but those were trying times, they were indeed. so many million things going on. somehow. guess i'm more sure of myself now.

fortunately, i've been offered another chance in the future. i'm definitely gonna earn those three bars on my shoulder. must get fitter, must become better. better. stronger. never give up.

first, in my long path to getting there, is my 2nd pros. grrrrrrrrrr. do a good job.

as boxer says, i will work harder.