[fear]

results out on friday. maybe its a good thing. get resolved faster. either in or out. in any case, its scary.

today learnt respiratory exam. definitely not as hard as the book would make it out to be.

in a way, it feels like doing comm service every day, talking to patients and finding out what's bugging them. today the dude held my hand, think i should have just stayed to talk. i hope he's okay, surrounded by people who love him, even though he's returning to a Home for senior citizens.

finally doing what i wanted to do from the start.

Home is where the heart is? for me its become somewhat related to my problems of my heart. i hope u can understand.

jinyi's bday on friday. kinda looking forward to it, a chance to hang out with the class, and one really special dude.

and i've decided to just spend more time with the imaginary girl in my head. decided its quite safe and i won't go all psycho doing that. i hope. yups that's what its all about. hope. and a regular dose of soppy movies with happy endings should keep me going.

cheerios.