[burn the slate]

well i've decided to try to burn the slate. u know, that slate in which we record the things ppl do for us, and more notably the things they din do.

okay i'll try to keep the one that does record the good things ppl have done for me, i must be grateful. and yup, life's about those who love you more than those you love.

about the bad things, i'll try to throw it away okay? dunno why, it just keeps piling up, maybe recently. i tell myself that i won't be like them, that in the future i'll be better. but who knows what the future will hold. compared to how idealistic i was in secondary sch and JC, i guess i'm already somewhat of a dissapointment to my previous selves.

its like a battle of tug rope, with each lapse u lose abit. and though you don't see it, you've actually slipped quite a fair bit over time.

ahh. heck the future. this present moment is all i'll ever have. and i'll be the best i can ever be, NOW.

guess u can take your "the best is yet to be" and (censored) (sorry old habits die hard)

i am the hope of a better age =)