[farewell 2007]

well its time to say goodbye to 2007, when i can, while i can before mugging takes over me. shall share some glimpses into my life at this moment, i guess wad we each are in the present moment summarises all that has happened to us before, though we usually neglect the happy times, focussing on the sadness that seems to pervade

here i am sitting in front of the mess that has become my room, sorting out my things, though i should be mugging. demonstrates my wonderful sense of priorities as well.

i firmly believe that i can finish mugging on time. (this is so that i can reflect in the future on this decision).

just came back from family dinner. also bought a new pair of Puma Munich shoes. got a new Yonex racket. mum had some voucher to use up okay, otherwise the sudden splurge would not be possible. and i wished we could have bought happiness instead, there's just not enough of that these days.

listening to lau's voice on the track on his blog. sounds smoothing, though the volume's so low i can't make out wad he's saying. i miss my friend nonetheless.

just threw away many scraps of paper, i remember going home to home in my estate putting these things in their postbox. that i wanted to teach their kids tuition. felt like jobweek, similar feelings of worthlessness and (imagined) racism creeps in.

saw the various correspondences that led to me being in medicine. the medicine entry tests. the acceptance letter from chem eng. appeal for med again. the failure of that. my heart feels just abit heavier than it already is.

just finished talking to YOU. best thing of 2007.